4pm and the sun is setting

I'm squinting against the downtown sun, its cold like normal but today i'm not doing this because i want to, today this is work.

"I miss him" (me to amy)
"don't think about it, lets learn some german" (amy is teaching me german while we run)
'but kelly and zach are back together and i wonder if maybe it could work, kelly is happy, why can't i be?"
you are happy, i tell myself. I think aloud,
"maybe succes is more important than love."

the remainder of our run is silent



3miles today, easy pace, no stops, good run